Stuck

My Dear Whoever You Might Be,

I miss you.  It seems like everyone else's life is moving forward but mine.  I wonder where you are and wish you were here with me. 

The kids are headed to camp next week and I am headed to the Island for one of the days they are gone.  The rest of the time I will be sleeping..or something.

This will be my sabbatical from everyone.  Time to go on a G-d date. 

I'm getting so depressed lately.  My friends have either moved away or now hove bf/gf's of their own.  I know it sounds silly to be so lonely when I have two wonderful kids around but I am.

My heart cries out to G-d all the time...when is he going to come into my life?  Have I met you and not known it?  Am I ever going to be married? 

I miss you terribly my love!  This past May was so hard on all of us with the kids other grandmother passing away and all that entailed.  T's sleep study, the end of school...just May itself.

Find me soon.

Love,
Waiting Patiently