Wondering…

Dear Whoever You Maybe,

I hope you are praying for me this week.  I am so overwhelmed with loneliness and single parenthood in general right now.  This week is going to be so rough for all of us.  Probably more so on me than on the kids. 

I feel my world is shrinking again and oh my goodness is that rough on me.  I am fighting to not let it happen but I feel like I am failing.  I feel like a failure so much right now.

I really need some encouragement.  A hug, a kiss…something.  A touch from someone who doesn’t call me Mom.

J keeps saying G-d is doing this to draw me closer but I feel farther and farther away.

All I want to do is cry.

Love,

Waiting Patiently