Sunday

Dear Whoever You Might Be,

It's Sunday morning and I have just left the 9am service.  However I am still at church.  The kids are doing a fall festival type thingie during the 11am service. 

I wished you were here with me this morning.  Ive realized over the past few days I don't long for you as badly as I have been in the past.  I'm trying to be okay with the fact that a)we may never meet or b)when we do it maybe after our kids have graduated from high school.

I still pray for you.  The holidays maybe rough with missing you but I will get through.  If anything I've learned over the past few months is that I can survive almost anything.

I love you and miss you terribly.

Always,
Waiting Patiently 

Rough Season

Dear Whoever You Might Be,

I do miss you.  My heart has been so heavy lately.  I cant explain to you the hurt that I have been though lately.  Somedays its just been so overwhelming.  Thankfully my core group of friends, no not friends they are my family, have been there for me.  They haven't seen the tears that I have shed lately but they know I have.  Its been written on my face.

I wonder about you a lot through out my day. From thinking about how you are feeling, have you been sick lately?  To thinking about your friendships, are they growing and deepening? To lastly wondering about what G-d is teaching you right now.

Sometimes I wonder if you have kids.  Do you have a house full of rough and tumble boys, a mixture of boys and girls, or are you drowning in a sea of pink?  No matter if you do or don’t have kids I already love them.

Someday we will get it right.  Until then know that I am thinking about you.

I love you!

 

Always,

Waiting Patiently